Friday, April 17, 2009

Before I was a Mom

This is probably one of the best poems I have ever read. I don't know who wrote it but it is so true...

Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her/him down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body..
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom
.

TGIF

Thank God its Friday! Its been a LONG week. Owen has been sick the last three days. We took him into the Dr. yesterday and of course its just a cold and he's teething on top of it. I have been up with him for the last two nights on and off all night. I am now getting a cold my self and have a sore throat as well. Ugh. I hate being sick. I did get to get outside yesterday to enjoy the 70 degree weather. I guess were supposed to have a chilli weekend. What can I say... Its Wisconsin. This weekend I hope to catch up on some sleep and if its nice I hope to enjoy the weather.

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